
Since splitting with fiancé Darren Charles last month, Dancing On Ice champ Hayley Tamaddon has been inconsolable.
The former Emmerdale actress, who'd planned to have her dream wedding next year, split with Darren, 36, after reports he'd been cheating on her.
She's told friends she's barely coping.
‘Hayley's devastated. Darren's cheating has had a serious effect,' a friend tells Now.
‘She was so in love with him and thought things were going so well that she still can't get her head around it. She doesn't know who he cheated with and told him she doesn't want to.'
Hayley, 33, who claims Darren admitted cheating while she was away concentrating on winning Dancing On Ice, is now touring the country with the West End show Spamalot.
‘I lived a dream of mine. I put my heart and soul into winning Dancing On Ice and it cost me my marriage,' she told the Daily Star.
‘When you're engaged to someone, you don't expect that they're going to hurt you in this way.
'I'm trying so hard to put on a brave face. I'm still in love with him but I can't forgive him for what he's done.'
Darren declined to comment.
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