
Girls Aloud star Cheryl Cole admits she’s been to hell and back over claims her husband Ashley cheated on her.
In January, it was alleged the footballer had slept with single mum Aimee Walton.
‘I can’t hurt any more than I’ve been hurt,’ says Cheryl. ‘I can't cry anymore than I’ve cried.
'I’ve been to the highest of highs and lowest of lows, so one day I’m going to find my middle ground and be happy.’
But Cheryl, 25 who flashed her wedding ring on Friday Night With Jonathan Ross last week, says she's learned a lot.
‘Society has its own rules about marriage but I have my own and I’m changing and learning all the time,’ she writes in the Girls Aloud autobiography.
‘When I said my wedding vows I meant them. I said them for life: for better, for worse. There’s going to be worse times and better times.
'What’s worth having anyway if it doesn’t take a fight?’
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