Sinitta has revealed that she will always have feelings for her ex-fiancé Simon Cowell.
The couple split in 2002 after being together for 14 years.
But although she's now married, Sinitta, 39, says she still has a special place in her heart for Simon, 48.
'Unconditional love keeps us close,' she says. 'Our friendship is hard to put into words. I like the way Simon sums it up. He always says simply: "It's just us."'
The former singer says she would still be with The X Factor judge had it not been for his refusal to have kids.
'I would say we broke each other's hearts,' she says. 'I always believed Simon and I would marry one day. I can't deny wanting children made that the hardest thing of all.'
Sinitta now has 2 adopted children with husband Andy Willner. Simon, who has been dating Terri Seymour, 34, for 6 years, is godfather to one of their children.