Myleene Klass: When my husband left me I thought I'd taken a bullet to my heart
announced he was leaving her in April.
The couple, who met when Graham, 38, worked as
a bodyguard for her Popstars group Hear'Say, are mum and dad to Ava, 5,
and 18-month-old Hero.
'I thought Gray [Graham] and I were so happy,' says Myleene, 34.
'I'd just walked down the aisle, so of course I didn't see it
coming - I hadn't even got my wedding dress back from the cleaners.
'I was just so very, very hurt.
'I felt that I would sooner have taken a bullet.
'Actually, at the beginning, every morning when I woke up I
thought I had taken a bullet to my heart.'
Graham quickly moved into a new bachelor flat.
'I withdrew, I couldn't grieve in public,' Myleene tells You magazine.
'On the day that I knew Gray had really gone - I had to
leave the family house too.
'I didn't fall apart because I knew that above everything
else the children needed me to be strong for them.
'The children have been my absolute salvation.'
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