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Nikki Grahame: I found myself so repulsive I wanted to cut myself

Big Brother star had body issues

Saturday, 9 May 2009

Nikki Grahame has spoken out about her ongoing battle with anorexia.

The Big Brother star developed the eating disorder aged 8 when her parents divorced.

‘Being in control of what I ate was a way to control a part of my life, when everything else was falling apart,’ says Nikki.

‘I hated my body and everything about myself – my tummy, my legs, my bum. I used to stare at my tummy in the mirror – I found myself so repulsive I wanted to cut myself.’

Nikki, 26, started skipping meals and eventually shrunk to 3st 2lb.

‘The bones soon started to jut through my skin and I was reducing the amount of food I was eating more and more to the point where I was practically starving myself,’ she reveals in her new book Dying To Be Thin.

‘The longest I ever went without food was a whole week. I just allowed myself one cup of water.’

Dying To Be Thin is out now.

Alison Adey

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