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Jade Goody's grandad still can't believe she's gone.
John Caddock, 70, never stopped wishing the Big Brother star would recover.
'I was hoping for a miracle, right up until she died,' he says. 'But it never came.
And he doesn't ever think he'll get over her passing.
‘I don’t sleep. So I just sit here and think about Jade. I will grieve for her forever.
‘I can’t express what the loss of that girl is going to do – and not just for me.
‘The world is going to be a sadder place without her.’
Jade's funeral will be held at St John The Baptist Church in Buckhurst Hill, Essex, on 4 April.
She leaves behind sons Bobby, 5, and Freddie, 4.
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