Monday, 28 January 2008

• Prev
• Next

Blake Fielder-Civil: I have nightmares that Amy is dead

Jailed hubby fears he'll lose his wife if she doesn't get clean

Blake Fielder-Civil is petrified that wife Amy Winehouse is going to die.

'Every day I fear the prison chaplain is going to walk into my cell and break the news that Amy is dead,' he admits.

Blake, 25, who has quit drugs in jail, is relieved that Amy, 24, is now in rehab and wants her to get well. He says he only threatened to split with the singer to make her see sense.

'My parents have both pleaded with me to divorce Amy,' he says.

'They think she's the Black Widow who will be the death of me if I don't end our marriage. But I'd prefer to have a short life with Amy than a long life without her.'

Blake's mum Georgette, 45, tells The News Of The World that her son now realises drugs made him and Amy like zombies.

'I was also selfish, self-centred and cruel-tongued,' he acknowleges. 'We were like the Living Dead.

'We took cocaine, heroin and smoked crack together. We were spending £500 a day.

'We then got into self-harm to relieve the pain. Drugs turned me and Amy into little monsters.'

But Blake now has dreams of a more optimistic future.

‘I really feel feel me and Amy can one day live together without drugs,' he says. 'When I get released I will do everything in my power.’

SEE VIDEO of Amy Winehouse admit to owning 6 Valium in this video....



SHOCK Amy Winehouse smokes ‘crack’ at party>>
SEE VIDEO of Amy Winehouse allegedly smoking crack>>
Amy Winehouse turns up late to Blake's trial>>
Amy Winehouse snapped slumped in car>>
Amy Winehouse arrested>>
Amy Winehouse’s dad: My daughter’s not on suicide watch>>
Dad: Amy Winehouse is monitored all the time>>
<a
Amy Winehouse to be quizzed by police>>
Amy Winehouse picks up groceries after visiting Blake>>
Amy Winehouse snapped with white powder in nose again>>

Alison Adey