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Pete Doherty fears he’ll die early if he doesn’t finally get clean, according to a diary he reportedly wrote while in rehab.
The 28-year-old’s musings have been leaked by a worried pal.
‘If I had not been chemically dependent my life would have been extremely manageable,’ Pete is said to have written. ‘No jail, no rehab, normal functioning friendships and relationships and a lucrative, respectable career.
‘I would probably own a house, a driving licence and a better reputation. If I don’t pack in drugs, particularly crack and heroin, I am likely to either die, go bankrupt, go mad or end up permanently institutionalised. I’m on a direct course for all four.’
Astile, Pete's 4-year-old little boy by Lisa Moorish, is also mentioned, reports the Sun.
‘My baby’s mother has always kept my son at a distance in the light of my active addiction,’ reads one diary entry.
‘This has caused me severe loss in terms of missing out on a potentially beautiful relationship with the young fella.’
Last week Pete admitted injecting heroin again after successfully cleaning up his act.
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